The realm would be much more appealing if every smile that it encountered prevailed only in liquid form, encapsulated within the simplistic confines of a clear, glass bottle. Here it could be appreciated for its presentation in an aboriginal habitat, free from the avarices    of unclean lips and greasy prints. An upward gaze revealing a strobe of colors, each strand of the spectrum proudly represented…full bodied and rich with playful possibilities and loyal promise. A downward peek, and you would find the light darting to the bottom,             leaving  an oily footprint, traces of dark fruits and roasted caramel coating its reflective sides. But there would be temptation with every droplet that bypassed the outpost of your iris.  Soon you would crave her taste…a burn too much for most. Do not fear the wants of  your palette, instead consider the probabilities. Should you choose to consume, you would have to open. Once she was free, she would no longer be intact,                                   and more importantly, she would no longer exist only for you. Others would emerge,             offering that which you cannot… what she so desperately demands…                                       the constant attention that comes from a recurring introduction. Strangers becoming           lovers only to be discarded with each new penetration. There would be no reasoning with her energy or appealing to her sense of devotion.  After all, it was your hubris that ignited her appetite and crippled what you sought.  Sometimes you have to adjust                             your inclinations…or you too will spoil on the shelf…what you desire to attain may no longer be permissible…but perhaps you can imagine what you seek from the obscurity of a tin can.

I do not want to look and  see him standing there. It is easier just to pretend that I am all alone…but he always wants recognition, which is why he must be seen. Ego                       does not  arrive on a schedule, nor can its silhouette ever furnish an invitation. But that never stops him from gaining access. So I grind and grind until there is nothing left to snack on but fragmented residue. Without a thought still intact, his                                         ways become famished. Bored and impatient, he slowly begins to blur. Still…                     there is a resemblance…just enough to maintain the torment. I must not agree to feed him, yet I grow hungry as well. Somewhere  out beyond there  is renewal, that is where I train my gaze…ready to be swabbed…until the next affliction strays…

You are having one of those moments…that you may not be having. If you are aware that you are having one of those days…then it is most certainly not one of those weeks.  If you are not aware that you are having one of those weeks then you could be having one of those months.  If you could be having one of those months then you need to realize the distinct possibility that you could be having one of those years. Once you realize that you are having one of those years,  then I assure you…you are having one of those moments.

Never turn down the opportunity to catch up with old friends!!!

Along the way your skin feels rough to the touch…thick and hardened like a once wet glove… left alone to dry under the hot blues and burning yellows of a quickening
impatience…all the moisture evaporating…slipping thru the fingers of a fate altering chance…for a purpose in the distance… in a reality long ago. There were instructions for its care… still, you chose not to follow.    We are  always afforded time to acclimate, yet in a moment of inherent honesty…you rushed your panic. With clarity  comes conviction,        just as frenzied hastiness signals a lack of self-belief. But you will be made to sweat again…  this time let the toxins pool in the deep recesses of a colorless, wrinkled abode.      The  surroundings will be predictable, but at least they will be safe.                                             Here  you will rejuvenate, until the  ugliness you have flushed can slowly nourish that             which has made you barren. There is fertility in second chances…for those who like it rough.